This is so ridiculous. Serious, a huge part of me THIRSTS for His word. But after reading just one chapter, I cannot go on because of the immensity, the greatness, the epiphany that comes with each word and sentence. I can't consume it like large chunks of peanut butter chocolaty fudge ice cream, I can only taste God through the words.
I SO desire to memorize scripture, but i seriously SUCK at it. I have the memory of like suckiness. Serious, like worst than a granny.
Life has been, rocky at best. But His faithfulness is steadfast at best. Every week, I reach the lowest of lows, yet my faith is sure and unmoving. When im at my lowest, I sense God's presence, love even GREATER. It surpasses the suffering i encounter. GEE. the other day i was talking to a friend, she yelled "GOD when is this going to end?" Sometimes it really isn't God's fault. Most of the time it's not, but just being thankful and seeing His beauty in everything will help to pull us through.
Tomorrow will be my 3rd time leading worship, seriously God stretches me when im at my most none- confident moments. For example, i realize how easy it is for me to walk away from challenges. There was one song that the beat wasn't smooth and i just thought "lets take this song out", but Daniel said, "we have time, let's work on it". Wow. even that in itself is a learning experience. It's so easy for me to go it alone in so many things. I almost don't see myself isolating myself until it is too late. So just having people there to encourage me and not give up- wow THATS a testimony of God's greatness.
I'm so in love with summer.
Even the more, I am loving this chill moment of sitting here, drinking my coffee and chilling by myself. That's what summer should be. OF course after a whole week of hanging out, which has worn me out a lot. lol. i was so tired after walking forhours in little tokyo.
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